advice to my self

I’m so over everything. I just want to get fucked up on jack, cocaine and slit my wrists every night. I want my mind to be completely empty, no thoughts, no feelings.. Just empty. Everything has Just gotten so hard to deal with… It’s an effort to not break down and cry all the time. i wish that when i talk about whats wrong and How i feel it would leave my head, come out of my mouth and Just dissappear.


I understand it, things can hurt you, people can hurt you, words can hurt you. Almost anything in this world can hurt you but the thing that has the most power to hurt you is yourself and this is because you let the things that can hurt you, hurt you.

Change isn’t easy. Changing the way you live means changing what you believe about life. That’s hard.
Dean Koontz 
You can’t make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
Caleb Followill (via kolluvah)

Run away - to see who will chase you.Fight - to see who stands beside you.Make all the wrong choices - to see who will help you.Let love go - to see if it will come back.

Run away - to see who will chase you.
Fight - to see who stands beside you.
Make all the wrong choices - to see who will help you.
Let love go - to see if it will come back.

Whenever you want to achieve something, keep your eyes open, concentrate and make sure you know exactly what it is you want. No one can hit their target with their eyes closed.
Paulo Coelho 
You mustn’t be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling.
Eames (Inception, 2010) 
Above all, be true to yourself, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.
Hardy D. Jackson
One should always be drunk. That’s the one thing that matters. In order not to feel the horrible burden of Time, which breaks your shoulders and crushes you to the ground, one should be drunk without ceasing. But on what? On wine, on poetry, or on virtue, as suits you. But get drunk….
Baudelaire 
At the end of the day, you either focus on what’s tearing you apart or what’s holding you together.
~ author unknown